A woman (who shall remain nameless) spoke to me before I
preached my first sermon at an 8:00 a.m. service in this parish. She told me,
in no uncertain terms, that “the 8
o’clock sermon is not a rehearsal.” She expected, and not at all
unreasonably, that the sermon she hears at 8:00 a.m. be as fresh and lively as
the later version. I know that it rarely seems so, but I do prepare and
rehearse my sermons.
For the preacher, each sermon can feel
like a testimony before a judge and thankfully you (the people of St. Paul’s)
are never as hard on me as I am on myself. My preparation is extensive but significantly
improves this otherwise dim-witted preacher. I have yet to feel confident to
abide by the recommendations Jesus makes in our Gospel today (Luke 21:5-19). “So make up your minds not to prepare your
defence in advance…”
I believe (at least, I hope) that God’s Holy Spirit can
inspire us in rehearsal too. But maybe? Maybe if I just wait, without
preparation, Jesus will give me “words” and
“wisdom.” Maybe?
It is clear though, that the issue for
Jesus is not preparation or rehearsal, it is the gaining of our souls. It’s the
big picture stuff. It is not about our testimony (what we say) but our
endurance (the strength of our character) that God cares about.
Buildings come tumbling down. Preachers
mess up. There are wars and destruction. Relationships get strained. Families
scatter. Unbelievable election results. But we always have God. That’s the
endurance that matters. Thankfully, God is always loving and forgiving. We can
be hard on one another and even harder on ourselves, but in the end, it all
comes down to a God whose love for us is endless.
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